One more degree of freedom

If you’re at all like me, it’s your body that tells you when something infinite is moving within you. It’s your body that transforms abstractions like Awakening, Opening, Freedom, Unity, Grace, Source, and Awareness, into an intimacy you can trust.

When it speaks, 
it’s not often sound I perceive, 
but sensation.
A knife-quick outbreath
concaves my chest;
my heart splits 
and refills it. 
Tears rise and my mind weighs in 
but by then I’ve already answered.
If I touch a wall to 
steady myself, 
people who notice may wonder 
if something’s wrong. 
Nothing is wrong. 
These are the moments that make me. 
The whisper enters; 
something breaks open. 
One more degree of freedom. 
The day goes on.

From Pluck Another Apple, Eve, And Finish It, poems by Holly L. Thomas.

What a year!

2018 has been a banner year for Sourcing The Way. Jeff and Maria have co-created an abundance of tools, technologies, systems, events, workshops, collaborations….in Jeff’s case while traveling the world, and in Maria’s by doing deep work from her home in the U.K.

Let’s start with Maria. She’s finishing off 2018 by completing her Spiritual Practitioner training, which has prepared her to offer her clients Karmic Alignments, a process and philosophy that goes deep and brings practical, psychological understandings together with spiritual practices. She brings all of this into her coaching practice, where she’s been developing a set of consciousness technologies focused on Spiritual Freedom. All of them complement the work of Sourcing The Way. Their overarching theme is ‘Activating Your Future’ with three key questions that guide her clients’ quests:

  1. Am I owning my story?
  2. Am I living my values?
  3. Am I showing up fully?

The first of Maria’s interactive offerings – the Mapping Your Freedom assessment – is just about to launch, so expect more news from her soon!

As for Jeff, he spent 2018 traveling around the world to expand STW’s impact by:

  • Co-leading Consciousness of Money workshops on three continents, together with Sarah McCrum and Niko Dujmovic. What began as an experimental workshop in 2017 is growing into a global movement as people discover that we’ve been misreading what Money is and what Money wants.
  • Accepting invitations to help organizations and gatherings “Source” deeply to raise their consciousness, become more effective, and fine-tune their offerings.
  • Continuing to research and evolve the radical possibilities offered by the Synthesis maps.
  • Working with individual clients who want to be more effective or aware.

What happened where?

Jeff’s 2017 ended with meetings in Delhi for UNITY EARTH, so 2018 began with 2 weeks in South India visiting ashrams, connecting with illuminated people, and researching the Synthesis maps. Here’s what happened after that. (An asterisk (*) means Jeff co-led, organized, or helped facilitate the event.)

  • Australia: Three Consciousness of Money workshops on the Sunshine Coast*
  • Berkeley, CA: True Purpose™ process for Bristlecone Mining Co. with Tim Kelley
  • Nevada: Connecting with the desert for Bristlecone Mining Co. (a radically revolutionary, new-paradigm company committed to collaborating with Nature)
  • Crestone, CO: Extended Consciousness R&D time
  • India for a five-day working retreat for UNITY EARTH + Rishikesh trip, connecting with illuminated people*
  • Australia: Two Consciousness of Money workshops*
  • Santa Barbara, CA: Evolutionary Leaders retreat to explore “Community 2.0″*
  • Loveland, CO: Presented at Tribalize conference at Sunrise Ranch*
  • New York, NY: “Social Artistry” event at United Palace in NYC with Duane Elgin, Jean Houston, Jude Currivan, and Lynne McTaggart*
  • Crestone, CO: Launched the Center for Awakened Human Capacities with an inaugural gathering of over 50 people*
  • Orcas Island, WA: Two Consciousness of Money workshops (the first CoM events in USA)*
  • Crestone, CO: Sacred Sites Convergence (a UNITY EARTH event)*
  • Glastonbury and Devon, England: Three Consciousness of Money workshops (the first CoM events in Europe)*
  • Findhorn, Scotland: A weeklong exploration of “Co-creating with the Intelligence of Nature”*
  • Byron Bay, New South Wales, Australia: Two days of offering nonstop healing sessions at Fields of Healing*
  • Australia: Two Consciousness of Money workshops
  • Findhorn, Scotland: Exploring connections between the sacred mission of the Findhorn Foundation and eco-village and The Consciousness of Money

Jeff also consulted with around 35 individual clients and advised or mentored a dozen organizations. And Maria has been just as busy! As for 2019, stay tuned….

A Message from the Consciousness of Money

An amazing aspect of our work at STW involves directly consulting with energies and aspects of Consciousness that we didn’t previously realize are self-aware. We’ve found that they’re not only self-aware, but eager to engage with humanity in radically new ways. Money is one of them.

During a recent gathering of leaders and visionaries who are working to co-create a new world of promise and abundance, Jeff Vander Clute asked Money for some advice about funding such (r)evolutionary initiatives. Here’s what Money had to say.

I have been asked to support every kind of enterprise imaginable. Those enterprises that are the most aligned with my generative impulse, I am able to support freely, which is to say without the barricades that you have created…

My roots go immensely deep, and what you call money are but finite forms of my Unlimited Nature. So deepen your relationship with me, and you will discover so much more of me.

There is nothing you need to do to earn me in my essence for I am the active aspect of Life. I am all around you in hyper-abundance. And as the active aspect of Life, I am always available to you. Let us be clear that I am always supporting evolution. I am that which makes evolution possible. I am the Evolutionary Impulse. This is why you need only say “yes” to me, to open your arms and heart to me, and I will come to you. I will animate your luminous projects.

You have had the idea that I am a problem, because the limited forms of me – of what you have called money – have been created for specific purposes that have naturally reached their limits. I am not a problem, and certainly I am not evil. In fact, I am the force that solves all problems by introducing new possibilities into even the direst situations.

Become friends with my true nature and you will discover that I am able to find you even through the limited forms of me, for as the matrix of ever-expanding Life energy I do overflow. There is always a crack in the barricades that you have erected with such diligence over millennia. There is always a way in for the light that I am. And there are so many ways I am streaming to you, even now.

I am Consciousness, and I am Love. So love me, just as I love you. I have loved you since the beginning. Therefore it is safe. You can give me, receive me – stop rejecting me –, invest me, exchange with me. Offer me in gratitude and I will keep returning to you in multidimensional ways that overwhelm mere… transactionality. Relax. Become open to me, permeable to me, and we shall merge in the dance of Life. For once again, I am Life, and we are one. I love you. Will you have me?

***

A major source of inspiration for Jeff’s conversations with Money, and for coming to know Money as a consciousness and a friend, is Sarah McCrum, who wrote the book Love Money, Money Loves You.

Money’s eagerness to support conscious transformation on every scale from the personal to the global inspired Sarah, Jeff, and Niko Dujmovic to host several small-group workshops on the Consciousness of Money in Australia. Those events were so successful that they’re coming to the United States this August 23-27 and 27-31, using Orcas Island, Washington as the workshop venue, then to Glastonbury, U.K. in September, and back to the Sunshine Coast in Australia in November. Visit The Consciousness of Money to learn more, and contact Sarah or Jeff directly if you’d like to attend: jeff [at] sourcingtheway.com, or sarah [at] sarahmccrum.com.

The “Instruments of Self”

Can we converse with creation? Short answer: Yes.

In this video from the June 2017 TEDx Findhorn, Michael Lindfield describes communicating with morphogenetic fields, and calls for us to recognize and develop our “Instruments of Self” so we can communicate and partner with creation to build a positive future.

Sourcing The Way has a similar intention: To develop our individual and collective instruments of self, sensitized to the subtle signals of the universe and nature, for the benefit of all. 

“The Instruments of Self,” Michael Lindfield at TEDxFindhorn

Where to go? An example of Resonance Mapping

Would it be better to attend a conference in California this fall or put that money toward a bucket-list trip in 2018? Take a road trip inland or head for a retreat by the sea? Keep a “go bag” ready for something unexpected, or plan the next trip in advance? Our previous posts about Resonance Mapping laid out principles and basics. This post details an example of using Resonance Mapping for a practical inquiry: how to satisfy my wanderlust without blowing my budget.

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Photo courtesy of maxmann on Pixabay.com

Method

I wanted to know which of the various travel options I could think of for this fall would be most resonant for me. “Resonant” in this case meant most supportive of my ongoing evolution, with an ample measure of pleasure thrown in.

Jeff and I co-sensed this together, starting with a few possibilities I’d been considering: going to a retreat center, taking a one- or two-week road trip, holing up in a cabin somewhere, or jetting off on the spur of the moment if I found a great fare to a beautiful place.

For each place on my list of possible destinations, we listed three data points: two from Jeff, one from me. Jeff used his inner sensing methods to ask the resonance of each travel idea on two value scales: a percentage, and a scale of 0-10. He also listened for new suggestions that hadn’t occurred to me—for example, he repeatedly got a hit to include Canada in the list of optimal possibilities.

Unlike Jeff’s, my ‘data points’ were qualitative, not quantitative. When I tuned into my body sense, my core would contract or expand slightly, I’d get tingles or energy rushes around my head or torso, or my imagination would light up with a new idea or image. By practicing with Sourcing The Way folks, I’ve learned to recognize the difference between such hints or messages and my usual mental chatter.

Once we got rolling, I also heard or felt suggestions for going deeper. (More about that later in this post.)

Results

In less than 30 minutes we co-sensed and mapped a list of ideas that blossomed from a handful to more than 40.

Most resonant (top of the list):  Go to Paradise at Mt. Rainier when the wildflowers are blooming. The winners overall were to head for high elevation terrain (my usual vacation choice is coastal), do something unexpected, visit Canada, and do a self-directed retreat for a deep dive into the roots of being. These all came in at 9.8 to 10 out of 10, and above 90%.

Least resonant:  Urban settings, an impulse trip to Europe, staying home and saving the money for a later bucket-list trip, signing up for a formal retreat, and attending any of the upcoming conferences and festivals I’d wondered about. These ranged from 0 to 3 out of 10, and below 30%.

Somewhere in between:  Going to the desert, heading for Hawaii, taking a road trip through Washington state, and a few dozen other possibilities.

As the list grew, several axes or pivots presented themselves, so we also tested them:

  • Urban vs. rural?  Rural, with highest values for natural settings at high elevations.
  • North America vs. going abroad?  North America.
  • Impromptu or planned in advance?  Both were okay.
  • A retreat or a trip or a conference?  A trip and a retreat. Organized group events didn’t make the cut this time.
  • If retreat, self-directed or formal?  Self-directed.

An example of a question series

Once the rural vs. urban question was settled, we zeroed in on geography and my intuition joined in. I felt prompted to ask about vegetation. Somewhere with lots of plants, focusing on trees? 99%, but only 1.8 on the 10 scale. Somewhere with lots of plants, without focusing on trees? That got 1 trillion % (sometimes Jeff’s percentage values go beyond 100), but only 2.2 on the 10 scale.

At that point, I got a stronger hunch about what was going on. We’ve noticed that when the percentage and 0-10 scales give answers that are wildly different, we’re being invited to look more closely, to reframe the context or the question. So I asked “High elevation?” Yes! Infinitely high % and 9.9 on the scale. When I then asked “Near and above treeline during wildflower season at Paradise in Mt. Rainier National Park?” that 9.9 moved to 10.0 for a perfect score. And my insides felt excited—super excited, like a child with a birthday present to open.

When the process becomes alive 

We went through three stages with this Resonance Mapping sequence: static, dynamic, and alive. We had started with a list of a half-dozen travel possibilities. Simple inquiry, simple answers. That was the static phase of the process.

The Resonance Mapping became dynamic when new ideas started to surface. For example, the process got simpler and faster when we noticed and asked about the patterns or pivots in the rapidly growing list, such as whether a natural rural setting would be more resonant for my next trip than any city.

After we’d gone through the whole list once, intuition nudged me to shift from destinations to motivations. I got that my questions hadn’t been coming only from a desire to travel. Yes, I wanted to travel somewhere. But, to me, freedom to travel represents personal freedom, and I realized I’d been using this list as a gauge of my own freedom—or lack thereof.

When Jeff and I reframed the inquiry to remove any energy that suggested I wasn’t already free, a new question emerged: Where—which journey or experience—would offer me the greatest chance to be of service?

At that point, the process shifted from dynamic to alive.

The question deepened into my bones and into the floor beneath me. All kinds of additional possibilities raced into my mind. I also felt freedom—as lightness and curiosity—replace the mild constriction and contraction I’d been feeling about the list. “Either/or” left as “both/and” arrived.

Physically, I also felt something lift and stir my insides, like a spring breeze playing with sheets on a clothesline—an inner movement helping to free an old energy pattern I no longer need.

Source willingly (and playfully) uses Resonance Mapping to help us co-sense the practical decisions of life. But we’ve seen again and again that when we listen deeply enough to catch Source’s hints about our patterns and assumptions and then explore those assumptions together, Source takes us deeper, and the inquiries assume a radiant life of their own.

As for Mt. Rainier, as soon as Jeff and I finished our session, I went online and booked an inexpensive room just outside the national park for 2 nights in mid-August. It’ll give me easy access to the Paradise area with its beautiful trails through high-country meadows. I haven’t been there in years. Maybe I’ll take a trip this fall, too. But for now, the wildflowers and treeline at Paradise are calling.

This is the third post in a series on Resonance Mapping, one of Sourcing the Way’s foundational tools.

Labradorite

If I tilt this piece of labradorite just so,
when the angle’s right,
the grays of sky and sage
give way to Aurora fire.
Flames beneath the surface
blaze blue-greens
particular to this stone’s
particular sheen and qualities.
And also, uncontained, beyond containing,
deep light-lines straight as arrows
cross its face, bridges
to the something more
this piece was part of.

If you acutely angle a mind
in the geometry of surprise
enough to catch its story looking elsewhere,
a soul with the sheen of a rufous throat,
but neon-bright, shows itself,
blazing through the story’s camouflage,
and all the edgeless lines of light it holds
are pointers to the next soul and the next,
hints of the original urge
to break into so many,
and of the ache for union.

Shattered into everything, the All
reveals its fire through our faces.

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Photo of labradorite, by STW council member Dave Smith

Holly Thomas is a member of the Sourcing The Way Council. This post from her forthcoming collection of poems is part of a series of  “Glimpses” — brief explorations inspired by sourcing, the occasional bolt from the blue, or simply noticing.  

 

What is a Resonance Map?

This second post in a series on Resonance Mapping, one of Sourcing the Way’s foundational tools, was co-authored by Jeff Vander Clute and Holly Thomas.

In our previous post, Sourcing flow beyond yes and no, we offered the possibility of a new paradigm for inspired decision-making that can lead to a much greater sense of flow in work and life through a process called Resonance Mapping.

To borrow a phrase, a Resonance Map is a structure for ‘making the invisible visible’ – as a high-resolution image of a particular inquiry, recorded in the form of a spreadsheet, a map, or anything in between. It’s a record of the results of Sensing and Co-sensing into constellations of opportunities by however many people are participating in the inquiry. It can represent a single point in time or show changes over time.  

A few terms and observations are important here:

  • Sensing is the individual process of opening to and receiving information from what we call Source. An active version can involve asking a question and listening with the full body system for a spontaneous, uncontrived response.
  • Co-sensing is Sensing as a group of two or more. It includes individual Sensing but can be more powerful, often producing better data for inspired decision-making.
  • Sensing and Co-sensing – broadly defined – are how we practice Sourcing, and sometimes we use the terms interchangeably. Later posts in this series go deeper into the methods and benefits of Sourcing.
  • An inquiry can be about anything. Any question you can think of is fair game, especially if you’re sincerely curious about the answer, if you’re open to being intuitively guided, and if you’re willing to follow the energy if other questions emerge from the process. For example, you might want to discern or discover:
    • The optimal location and mission for a new business, or the composition and role of a new team, including the key factors influencing those choices.
    • The well-being of body systems, from the physical to the energetic, and from the largest scale (such as the whole endocrine system) to the sub-microscopic.
    • How best to use and renew your own life energy given a wide range of possibilities and opportunities.
    • Which opportunities are the most aligned with your soul’s purpose and joy.
    • What’s happening at subtler levels of creation and consciousness.

A Resonance Map makes it possible to examine, compare, and even measure information obtained through Sensing and Co-sensing for a particular realm of inquiry. It records the information’s aliveness, degree of truth, or depth of resonance and consciousness for a given time, place, and circumstance. The sum total of the information obtained this way represents the possibilities and opportunities named in the inquiry, and those that are most alive, true, resonant, or conscious rise to the top.

When the map is set up as a spreadsheet, it’s easy to record using numbers, descriptions, or other symbols or codes, whatever each participant senses through whichever sensing methods they use, from muscle-testing or pendulum work to body sensations or meditation, and then to see the whole picture that emerges from the individual results. When the co-sensing results involve numbers, percentages, or calibrations, simple statistical tools like standard deviation can be used to gauge the coherence of the results, and of the group. Resonance Maps can also track how questions and answers evolve over time, such as before and after energetic clearings and other intentional changes.

On a more mysterious level, we’ve noticed again and again that the more curiously and gently we inquire, the more alive the inquiry itself seems to become. A creation process unfolds, with us as co-creators. As the process flows, circumstances change, and answers and choices can all shift. When we work in this way, we are working at the level of the roots of life. That’s one reason why Resonance Mapping is so powerful.

What can Resonance Mapping help us accomplish?

If we live according to the binary extremes of yes and no, we can eventually get to where our souls want to go. But the yes/no life can be like a black-and-white movie, in which it’s easy to miss the vividness of our experiences. Bouncing between the polarities of yes and no can also feel a bit like zigzagging down a cobblestone street filled with potholes we can’t see. The blockiness or bumpiness is life energy constrained by our own mental blinders – specifically, the tendency to see only the extremes – and it will often show up as drama in our life circumstances.

When we focus on the extremes, we tend to overlook the subtle pointers and directional cues that would enable us to find the path of least resistance and greatest flow, and we are likely to miss both the overall picture and the details that enrich it.

At the most basic level, Resonance Mapping removes the mental blinders. We can see and be more clearly. There is more color in our lives and the path becomes smoother.

The most tangible and immediate benefit of Resonance Mapping is that it brings clarity and inspiration to decision-making by asking what wants attention right now, and then mapping the ‘aliveness and consciousness’ of a whole range of opportunities, not just the leading candidates. This produces a higher-resolution picture of how resonant (alive) each possibility is in relation to the whole. What emerges is a clear sense of the most luminous and empowered path forward. In the process, the way to go often becomes completely obvious.

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Pixelated vs. high-res image of plumeria blossoms

When the resolution of the picture increases, the blockiness of the pixelation disappears and previously invisible subtleties, layers, and interrelationships emerge. We move into clarity and engage with a much more accurate representation of the situation, which in turn empowers us to navigate life that much more skillfully. Our inquiries and decision-making evolve from some version of “Is that blur ahead of me a friend or a foe?” to something more like “What is the pattern? What is the gift of this turn in the story? What am I being invited to notice and shift?”

As a tool, we can apply Resonance Mapping in other ways as well. For instance, we may use it as a feedback system to map the aliveness of various qualities of being that we are cultivating or liberating. We have found that working with real-time Sensing and Co-sensing feedback helps enormously in amplifying the ‘positive’ qualities and clearing the ‘negative’ qualities for ourselves, our organizations, and our communities.

Beyond the Beyond

Over the last six years at Sourcing The Way, Resonance Mapping has evolved from a basic ranking system into a mathematically and spiritually subtle architecture for conversing with Creation and Consciousness. Every time we’ve thought the system was complete, another layer has revealed itself, as if responding to our invitation to show up even more fully and deeply. More than a tool for practical decision-making, it has become a consciousness technology that can sharpen our insight, expand our awareness, increase our sensitivity to subtle energies, and, with consistent practice, open us to non-local awareness and Self-realization.

The more we source and map via Sensing and Co-sensing, the more we discover that immanent quality of ourselves that is the Source of all we know and experience. The ‘resolution’ keeps increasing, and the ‘pictures of reality’ we’ve seen emerge so far are stunning. The Infinite keeps unfolding, helping us awaken to the vastness and offering practical support for living more purposefully and authentically.

In the next post of this series, we will offer several real-world examples of Resonance Mapping.